Dahil sa kahiligan kong magbrowse ng mga blog ng may blog. May na discover na pala akong isa na hindi ko akalaing magiging sikat. Ito ang blog na “bobong pinoy” isa lang itong blog site dati na ordinaryo na pwedeng mabasa ng kahit na sino lang basta may internet connection ka. Habang binabasa ko dati yung blog na toh masyado akong nakakarelate sa mga nakasulat. Pero hindi ako naging panatiko masyado ng blog na yun. Normally kasi kung nababrowse ako na blog site mga 2 to 3 times ko lang yun papasukin. Eh dahil busy sa school noong panahong yon hindi ko na nagawang balik balikan ang blog site na yon. Hanggang nawala na sa utak ko yung link niya. Pero syempre may mga muntik mga detalye na maalala.

Last 2007 nabalitaan ko ang isang libro na ABNKKBSNPLAKO... blah blah.. bakit baligtad magbasa ng libro ang pinoy. at iba pa.. isang pangalan lang ang sinasabi nila.. Libro daw yun ni Bob Ong.. Hanggang sa nacurious nanaman ang lola niyo. Hinanap ko kung may except siya sa internet. Meron nga! Habang nagbabasa nung isang except ng libro niya. May biglang nalang natanaw ang mata ko. Hindi ko makakalimutan yun.. Mga puting cotton buds na hilehilera at naka-angat sa iba ung isa.. Nasabi ko na lang ito yung dating blog na nakita ko na.. nakalagay pa nga dun sa blog na yun dun sa title niya "angat sa iba" dahil yung cotton buds na logo niya naka angat yung isa dun at may smiley face pa nga yung mga yun.

Naisip ko lang sana pinagka-interesan ko na lang basahin yung blog na yun. Dahil sa tingin ko lahat ng mga na isulat ni Bob Ong eh andun na. Talaga nga naman nasa huli ang pagsisi. Ngayon pag pumunta ka sa blog site na yun wala ka na gaano mababasa. Mga kung ano ano na lang.. Pinopromote na lang yung libro ni Bob Ong.. Sabi nila hindi lang daw isang tao si Bob Ong I agree with that. Dahil sa blog na nabasa ko dati hindi nga lang isang tao ang mga nagkukwento.

For BOB ONG- who ever you are saludo ako sayo grabe. I love your book. I love the way you think. Ibang klase.

"ANGAT TALAGA KAYO SA IBA" more power guys!!!

On my way to work, ka pm ko yung friend ko. My friend's name is Pamela Lozano or Pam for short. Hindi ko naman siya super close like during my teenage years or even college years. Pero we keep in touch through YM (Yahoo Messenger) paminsan minsan.

Well I had little cute memories with her. Ang alam ko kaservice ko siya (kasi nung elementary ako, naka school bus ako) kay Mang Romy. Our route is Proj 4, 3 & Cubao. Kaming dalawa yung last na inihahatid kasi parehas kaming Cubao. Hindi ko din siya ka classmate, Pam belonged with section 2 which is Visayas (i think) tapos ako section 1 and it's Luzon noong Grade III kami.

Anyways, gaya nga ng sabi ko walang maxadong memories pero ang hindi ko malilimutan sa babaitang ito was noong naglalaro kami ng sailormoon.. Alam niyo yun? Pretending we're the sailor warriors.. Haha! Syempre ako si Sailormoon aka Bunny at siya si Sailor Venus ata. Haha! Tagal na nun kaya hindi ko na maremember kung paano namin nilalaro yun. Hehe! Ang alam ko pa yata naging ka classmate niya si Daryl Jett Celis (Yung sa Pinoy Idol?) yep kaschoolmate ko siya.

Ayun alam ko din partner in crime ko siya sa mga kalokohan na ginagawa namin kapag pauwi na kami. Anjan yung mag hahampas kami ng pamaypay ng mga Highschool students ng Juan Sumulong Highschool sa Cubao.. Hehe.

Well ang reason why I posted her here kasi natawa lang ako sa nasabi niya noong ka PM ko siya kanina via my new fone. Yeah.. May new fone na ako, it's a secondhand pero I'm diggin' the features I swear.. Thanks kay meow for recommending the phone.

Yun nga, ang sabi ni Pam:

"Oi babae, kelan ba tayo magkikita? Pag pupunta ka sa San Mateo or sa Marikina text mo ko.. (09********) Kelan ba huling bonding natin? Mga 9 years old pa yata tayo nun.. Kay Mang Romy pa. Haha. Cge maya nalang ingat sa pag pasok Mwah!"

Well uu nga naman super ilang lighyears nang nakalightyears na ang nakalipas since I had those bonding moments with Pam. She's also working in a call center kaya lang in a GY shift.

I do look forward to meet her soon. Dami sigurong mga kwentos and all that. Haha. Ikaw ba naman lightyears na ang pagitan like hello?

Here's Pam..

" I promise to love you forever. Every single day of forever. Will you marry me?" - Edward Cullen

New Year. New theme. hehe. Lahat na pinalitan ko..Friendster, Multiply, and this tabulas. Iisa lang naman ang theme - Twilight. Syempre, like every girls fan din ako ni Edward Cullen. Isa din ako sa mga nangangarap maging Mrs Cullen..hahaha! Last Christmas, I was really happy kase na complete ko yung mga books..New Moon, Eclipse, and Breaking Dawn! At lahat yan sponsored! Wala ako binili! haha! Thank you Daddy, Gellidon, and Jom! Swerte ko din kase nakahanap ako ng book! Paperback lang yun pero keribels lang. Basta meron happy na ko!

Anyway, medyo di na yata ako masaya sa work. Hmm, pay is great (although minsan pag di mo na file yung leave mo ng maayos may discrepancy ka sigurado..at 1 month bago mo makuha yun!). Ok naman yung client..galante nga eh. Nakareceived ako ng 4k worth of GCs dahil sa Primetime. Every month may ganun..may pakain pa. May mga give aways pa nung Christmas (like jacket, mug, and Noche Buena foods). Saka yung work, although madaming calls, pag tier 2 ka tier 2 ka lang. Di mo handle ang tier 1 or tier 3 issues. Pag transfer, transfer. Madami ngang di supported and Tier 2 eh. So most of the time, transfer lang din kami. Di tulad sa iba na, lahat na yata ng queue na sayo..wahehehe..all in all, ok naman yung client. Ang ndi maganda? yung Workforce. Yung work environment. Yung TL ko, ok sya eh..kaso nung ma involved sya sa isa kong team mate parang di na pantay yung treatment nya sa team. Di mo maiiwasan na maisip na may something sa kanila. Well, ang explanation nila "Friends lang sila, it's just that they want to spend time together at gusto nila lagi sila magkasama". Hmpf bullshit. Whatever! Tapos pag pinagtsitsismisan sila ng ibang tao galit na galit sila. Hay naku mga human commoners nga naman. Wala na tuloy unity yung team. Kami ni France, di kami sumasama sa team buildings nila. Grupo grupo tuloy kami. Hay naku, isang team na nga lang hiwa-hiwalay pa. Panget di ba? Hay..oh well, nag iisip talaga ko. Bahala na. I think dapat bukod sa high salary, dapat din happy ka sa work. Kase pag di ka happy, eto ang maiisip mo palagi. Siguro nung una ok naman yung team ko eh. Ok mga batchmates ko. Masaya. Ngayon, iba na. Biglang nag iba. Part ba talaga yun? Hay ewan ko. I got sick of work sa PS but I never wanted na lumipat dahil "ndi na ko masaya". Hay...siguro need ko lang mag chillax muna..tamang tama mag summer na...siguro stress lang din ako..or siguro dumadaan lang talaga sa ganitong time lahat..haha! Ewan ko ba sa sarili ko!

Oh well, bahala na..sana kung lilipat man ako yung next job ko dun na ko mag work ng matagal. Ayoko din ng palipat lipat. Pero ayoko din ng mababa sahod..nyahaha! Pwede namang higher pay pero happy ka sa work di ba? LOL. Crazy.

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There's an evolutionary imperative why we give a crap about our family and friends. And there's an evolutionary imperative why we don't give a crap about anybody else. If we loved all people indiscriminately, we couldn't function.
- David Foster

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Akala ko sa text lang may unlimited. Sa trabaho din pala. Bottomless and trabaho kung minsan habang ang ibang kasama mo ay nagpapalaki lang ng itlog. Nakaka-bwiset na minsan. Tang ina...

it's funny how many times i have attempted leaving tabulas but never had the guts to stick to my decision. why? too many memories here...the same memories that make me want to quit writing. hahah...pathetic i know. its just that i feel that this space is where i can be myself without the fear of being judged by my family or friends. uhmm, well long time friends i suppose. well, anyway i'm back...and if i rant again about quiting don't mind me...its just one of those freaking days when my hormones are going haywire. hahah

one more thing i have realized while i was gone, my failed attempts to make a good design out of my layout doesn't really matter. what really matters is that i can write just about anything, and kahit walang magbasa or magcomment or kahit yung mga kakilala mo ayaw na magsulat...ok lang. maibuhos mo lang ang nasa loob mo. masabi mo lang yung masasaya at malulungkot na moments ng buhay mo. and these things you can read back on, ipaalala lang sayo yung mga foolish decisions mo or yung mga successful points ng career mo or yung happy times with your family. kahit sino pa ang mangiwan sayo or lumimot sayo...marami pa din ibang tao na alam ang kahalagahan mo. and they are the ones that really matter.

ayan nagemote tuloy ako...hehehe 2009 na ...there are some things that really don't change. sigh.

moving on, i am never really fond of making new year's resolutions that will frustrate me when i cannot keep them...but then again, what the heck who cares? here goes:

1) i want to have at least one trip here in the Phils. a place that i have never been to before...top of the list - bohol. there is something about this place that lures me to it. maghahanap na lang ako ng kaladkaring friendship na pwede ko kasabay maglakwatsa dun.

2) i want to take my kids out of the country...HK (Disneyland) or Dubai....whichever comes first. =)

3) i am going to take a shot at getting a job within the same Company but outside the Phils.

4) i am going to continue my gym workout. had to freeze my account because of my surgery last Sept.

5) i am going to lose weight.

6) i am going to start our family forced savings. something we cannot touch for a long long time.

7) i am going to buy a new refrigerator (whirlpool) gusto ko "no frost" this time. kakatamad magdefrost eh.

8) i am going to keep my tabulas no matter what....hahaha

9) i am getting my bunso from her lola and let her study together with her adings by June this year

10) i am going to prioritize things/ people/ events that really matter

wow that was a long list. hahaha....looks like i have to work overtime to accomplish all these. anyway, it seems most of them are doable...some things may change depending on the "family plan/ priorities" for the year. anyway, contrary to what has been predicted...being born in the year of the Ox...2009 is not a lucky year for me. buti na lang naniniwala ako...that we make our own fate. and i know that this is my lucky year.  Happy New Year everyone!

For Buddy of the Year:

Maritoni Tantay

For Texter of the Year:

WALA (hindi ako pala-txt)

For the Most Exciting Point of the Year:

August

For the Most Dramatic Point of the Year

Ang Paglisan ni TSERIGERL (

For Quote of the Year

"If life's a bitch, sibakin mo na."

For Best Holiday:

Sembreak. Pasko.

For Best Celebration:

Jena and Bry's Birthday (PBB yahoo! haha)

For YM mate of the Year:

Rapiboy

For baby sister of the year:

MY NINA GERRRRL

For Best TV Show:

Gossip Girl

For Mr. Photogenic

Vincent Louis Pacheco

For Ms. Photogenic

Jamin de Guzman and Iona Lacson

For Rapper of the year:

Bryan dela Pena and Joshua Yap (hahaha)

For rocker of the year:

UGHHHH! GIAN PAYONGAYONG! UGHHH!

For Mr. Intelligent

Robert del Rosario and Bryan Pineda

For Nanay Award

Nanay ko!

For Emo of the Year

Paolo Gomez (hahaha) and Cristoffer Vincent Pacheco (hahahha)

For Most Tamad:

Emily Campos (hahaha peace tayo mimigerl)

For Online Gamer of the Year:

CHHHHIKAAAYYYY (crazykart! hahaha!)

For ms. beautiful:

MY NINAGERRL

For love team of the year:

Mariton and Fafa Arse

For comedian of the year:

Joshua Yap and Bryan dela Pena =)))))

For creative person:

3AD4

For Maria Clara of the year:

Melanie Deato

For basketball player of the year:

Bryan Pineda

For kitikiti of the year:

Joshua Yap and Gian Payongayong

For tagteam of the year:

JOSHUA YAP and BRYAN DELA PENA =))

For Best Restaurant:

NUGGETSILOGAN

For Lasinggera of the year:

Jasmin de Guzman =))))

For Lasinggero of the Year:

Robert del Rosario =)))) and Joffrey Atienza =))))

For Best Friend:

Maritoni Tantay! (yehesss iiyak na yan)

For Best in Costume (Pinakamaporma):

Joshua Yap

For Nice New friend:

Chupul and KID )

For Most Responsible friend:

Robert del Rosario

For Best gaming device:

PC! =))

For best game of the year:

Crazykarrrrrrt! )

For king of Abs:

Si CHUPUL may abs! haha

For Most quiet:

Kevin Tangingco

For Kilabot ng Kabaklaan:

Kid Vergara ) hahaha!

For Hottest person:

Marcuzzz!

For Gossip Girl:

CHIKKAAAYYY! )

For most Talkative: (Can talk about anything under the sun)

An Kate Pinero hahah!

For Close-up smile:

Iona Lacson

For Cutest Friend:

Melanie Deato *kurrrot

For Person of the Year:

SECRET! )